she becomes an inaccessible ghost
WIP project exploring gender inequality and the dangers of female idealisation, alongside the wider social inequalities that have historically affected Portland.
Finalist for Frome Photo’s Unpublished Photo Book Prize 2025
Pre-pandemic my mother bought a house on the Isle of Portland overlooking Chesil Beach and Deadman’s Bay. The backyard was festooned with garden-centre sculptures, painted by a local artist. The former owner had fashioned a nightclub in his garage called Smirkles, and decorated it with glitter-tape and painted plates.
I documented the house and its surroundings during a liminal period before my mother moved in. At this time, I was reading Thomas Hardy’s The Well-Beloved, and was interested in the repeated motifs of ghostliness, transience, and the idealisation and objectification of women. In the years since, I have continued to photograph the island.
Seven of the nine Dorset neighbourhoods that fall into the top 20% nationally for income deprivation are within Weymouth and Portland, with Fortuneswell, where my mother lives, being listed as the most deprived area in Dorset.
Portland has a history of having the mainland’s undesirables forced upon it, including prisons, a contentious refugee prison-style ship, rabbits, and now a waste incinerator. Rejected by the local planning authority, the incinerator is being pushed through by central government. My mother has single-handedly raised vast sums of money to enable the islanders to take the decision to the High Court. Those with vested interest in the incinerator may consider my mother in a similar way to Jocelyn considering Avice – surprised at the tenacity and personality of a mere local woman.
This photobook is an ongoing project that brings together my photographs and quotes from The Well-Beloved as I explore themes of gender inequality set against the growing inequality seen in many UK coastal towns.
I originally created the photobook in 2019 as part of a wider project exploring the archives in Portland Museum (located in Avice’s cottage). I expanded it in 2025 with new images and further extracts from The Well-Beloved. Hardy also revisited The Well-Beloved, which was the second version - the first being The Pursuit of the Well-Beloved, published 5 years before in a serialised form.





















